Just a Little Catch Up

Hello everyone, I am in a very good mood because my favorite artist, Drake, just dropped his new album, Views, and I am in love with it! I've been listening to it since it dropped and I am currently listening to it right now. So yesterday was the coaches vs. volleyball girls game and it was horrible, I wanted to cry. We played so bad and we argued and yelled at each other and just brought each other down. I was very ashamed and embarrassed because everyone was watching and the coaches looked very disappointed. We could have definitely played better and I think we were just thrown off because of the crowd and we weren't taking it as seriously as we should have. It's okay tho, there will be a rematch very soon! I am very very happy because I came home yesterday with my progress report and I have straight A's and E's and I am very proud of myself. I wasn't feeling very well on Friday so I missed practice and I shouldn't have, I'm starting as one of the main hitters and I love my position. The only problem I have with my hitting is that when I get up to jump, I rewind and I don't get the ball in time, but I'm working on it. May and June will be a lot of fun with my friends and all the things I have planned before I leave. Making memories with the poeple I love is my favorite thing.

Very Excited!

Hey hey hey! I am very excited as you can tell and I've just been in a good mood these past days and I'm happy. I'm doing well in school and I've been doing good in volleyball, let's not jinx anything though. So this Friday is a volleyball girls VS. coaches game and I am very excited and I'm hoping that the girls win. There is like 6 more weeks of school left and graduation is right around the corner! I really want to right a graduation speech because I have a lot to say but I'm not sure I have the time and that really makes me sad. I have my dress for graduation I think but not my shoes yet, I also have my dress and shoes and jewelry for the formal dance and I'm very very excited because it will be a lot of fun. Anyways back to volleyball, we have many tournaments coming up and our jerseys are on their way and they are so nice! I got the jersey number 1 and my last name will be on it too, also the colors are black red and white. I feel like volleyball keeps me busy and it helps me focus on other things like school. I think everyone should do a sport and it doesn't have to be volleyball, but just to have some kind of sport activity can help a lot. Also we should all learn to kick out the negative things in our lives and to let go of the things that are putting us down. Make sure the hand you are holding onto isn't holding you down.

Know Yourself

Hey everyone, it's almost summer again and school is almost over! As we all know I'm moving this summer and I'm excited but sad at the same time. I don't wanna leave my friends behind and it's just hard to start over in a whole new environment but I've learned to look at the positive sides of things to make myself feel better. I'm proud of the kind of person I'm becoming, I'm learning how to react to some things that are hard to deal with. I'm a really understanding person and I help people as much as I can but sometimes people do things that are not okay and I try to be okay with it. I'm trying to teach myself how to not except things I'm not okay with, because it's time I take care of myself and do things for me. We are all working our way up to the future we want and the things we do right now are getting us closer and closer to our goal. Well tomorrow I have practice and guess what!? We raised over 1000 dollars for our volleyball team in a one day fundraiser that was held at UbaTuba in Tarzana and it's amazing. I think we have a few games coming up, like legitimate club games because now we are a club team. I am very excited, wish me luck. Xoxo

A Little Mislead

Hey guys, how is everyone? So I've been kind of having a bad time lately and my mind has just been very full. I'm kind of stressed about everything and I feel like that I'm not giving a 100% for the things that I do especially school and volleyball, I'm not happy with myself. I decided to take a little time off to regroup myself from volleyball and I'm going back this Tuesday because honestly I can't go on with my life without playing. I'm guessing that it's just the stress of end of the school year and all the things that coming with it like graduation, dance, grad night, and grades. I don't think that my grades will be a problem for me because I have good grades and I'm keeping school work under control, but to be honest I am getting lazy. I don't want to give up at this time because I pushed myself through the whole school year and I don't wanna ruin my hard work. The biggest problem on my mind is people and no matter how good you treat them, they still lie to you and go behind you back even when you give them all your trust. It makes me sick how many lies I've heard in the past weeks. I'm trying to put it behind me and I'm trying to focus on school and volleyball but I'm still bothered, and a "I'm sorry" doesn't fix everything, especially when they don't mean it. Another thing that bothers me is how people are so blinded by what on the outside of someone, and they don't see the inner self of that person. The devil wouldn't come to you in its true form, it will disguise itself to look like everything you want. I just hope this week goes well, I really need it to be.