A Little Mislead

Hey guys, how is everyone? So I've been kind of having a bad time lately and my mind has just been very full. I'm kind of stressed about everything and I feel like that I'm not giving a 100% for the things that I do especially school and volleyball, I'm not happy with myself. I decided to take a little time off to regroup myself from volleyball and I'm going back this Tuesday because honestly I can't go on with my life without playing. I'm guessing that it's just the stress of end of the school year and all the things that coming with it like graduation, dance, grad night, and grades. I don't think that my grades will be a problem for me because I have good grades and I'm keeping school work under control, but to be honest I am getting lazy. I don't want to give up at this time because I pushed myself through the whole school year and I don't wanna ruin my hard work. The biggest problem on my mind is people and no matter how good you treat them, they still lie to you and go behind you back even when you give them all your trust. It makes me sick how many lies I've heard in the past weeks. I'm trying to put it behind me and I'm trying to focus on school and volleyball but I'm still bothered, and a "I'm sorry" doesn't fix everything, especially when they don't mean it. Another thing that bothers me is how people are so blinded by what on the outside of someone, and they don't see the inner self of that person. The devil wouldn't come to you in its true form, it will disguise itself to look like everything you want. I just hope this week goes well, I really need it to be.